A first plan

3 parts of one part each.
do the P90  in tandem
create a doable focus for the following areas:

1. physical fitness: face like PG and physique clear idea
2. academic success: early start in NP and quick progress
3. relocation to another city
4. shaista's move to that city/med school
5. money
6. safety in global BS
7. home of my dreams : white washed morroccan, mexican, aangan, bougainvillaea and potted roses
8. increase in independent income to about 200K per year,

Truly I want to get rid of soooooo much and hopefully do it one day at a time.... starting from today.

What is the one thing i want to create in 90 days most of all?
and most importantly a goal that i can look forward to , will not cause me stress and will be useful to me.

my new physique
what will be different this time?

public sharing of goal
weekly calendars on kitchen cabinet/TV cabinet
current weight announced 147.5
goal weight announced 120lbs, size 4 or less
10 to one daily and very seriously.

in 10 to 1 focus will be on the

1. physique goal, 
2. and also on shaista and 
3. our professional goals
4. create money for feng shui of house in april/may
5. sign up for NP in May session

Reconsider ?

From where i am and what i am reading i sometimes wonder where i am heading. i know i am not going to do this whole grimoire thing, calling spirits etc.
yes i believe that there is a yearning within me, but this is not the way to be heading, NOT FOR ME AT LEAST, just does not vibe with me.
yes hoodoo works, and i can do it and so it makes sense to pursue it, and i will d o it but much more proactively and with a focus on self actualization...i think it will make it more powerful
what else makes sense  to me ?
silva method
feng shui (the most basic form)
zikr
breathing techniques
clearing out the mind
quietening of themind
physical fitness
clarity of goals
eating raw as much aspossible
KEEPING IT VERY SIMPLE !!!
CLUTTER FREE
SINGLE POINTED
WITH THE END IN MIND

monthly magical diary and checklists

I need to understand a figure out a way in which i will do magical workings on an ongoing basis, for instance towards each of my four wishes and to appeal to ech of the four levels of appeal: creator, angels, saints, real world/conjure

For example in he area of money:
1. recitation of " ya ghaneeo" wth a focus on understanding the full connotations of the word
2. finding out how to appeal and which angel to appeal to
3. appealing to the saint /gods of wealth and riches
4. create hunting money on the first day of the lunar month
5. create a money lamp
6. be clear on the amount you would be happy with and the source of that money

work on this and actually make it happen..u have a fixed scehule now...make it happen!

If we think of our beings as food being slowly prepared, then the hours of meditation, auric work and good ritual is when the heat is turned on high. But we can always leave the heat on throughout the day, with constant small reminders. I perform small practices at least every half hour at work, internal or focused on my desk altar. We can create the Tree within us as we walk, as we wait in line etc. Then there are times we can get the heat up to medium, such as when we connect or flirt with our loved ones, directing the raised energy. Of course all direct sexual activity can and should be transmuted through the appropriate techniques. So there CAN be plenty of scope throughout each day.

People make their choices. To quote from the Gospel of Phillip:

“Those who say they will die first and then rise are in error. If they do not first receive the resurrection while they live, when they die they will receive nothing.”



Meditation IS "energy work", or is "energetic" in its nature. It also has the great benefit of simplicity. I often meditate on the tram to and from work, and sometimes while I walk along a street.

My experience is that it is the words of power (or the "matram") used in meditation that does the energetic work done, triggers it, or at least the logos has some important part in all of this "raising of energy". I have found out a particular set of vowels that gets my juices flowing so to speak, even it only "said" mentally (i.e. silently without using the mouth). The simple thought on the Word triggers the energy!

three or four wishes

still continuing with my effort to clarify my own goals.
why?
so i shall know when i have reached them
so i shall know when the magic has come true for me
so the universe knows what i am looking for

i will play around with these for a bit:
1. to have the ability to heal all physical, mental, psychological, and spiritual problems of all those who ask me for help

2.to have unlimited wealth by virtue of being able to easily create it in as great an amount as i want 

3. to have the seven generations after me to inherit this gift and to be blessed with the wisdom to value it

4.to be happy in their marriages and their children and be loved by their families